"No offense, but ... There are some people who are getting too fake on dA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Re-post this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends"."



Took me awhile to do this: I was in a pretty solid phase of laziness. I don't really expect my friends to do this, but I needed to prove to the people above that I am not a fake friend.

Oh, only 2 weeks of summer have passed, and I feel that I'm already getting alot done. No art though: just other stuff. Activities seem to be endless, and I'm enjoying the divers worlds that I live in quite abit. Soon enough however, I should be able to find time to do some art. Ever since school ended, I've been trying hard to take it easy, especially since I've just concluded one of least favourite years of highschool. But I digress...

I mostly wanted to remind my fellow devianters, that I am still alive. Let it be known, that I'm hoping to get a few upgrades on my computer. I'm not sure how that'll turn out, but any upgrades better than none at all (certainly not the case for my I-Pod's "finger Roulette" application, but that's another story) If things go well, I may even be able to explore new ways to express myself.

I finally got a new sketchbook, and I've begun working on my wall art some more, so new deviations are sure to be up eventually. However, for the most part, I feel that I'm rarely bored, there always seems to be something to do, whether it's hanging out with friends, or just singing (belive me, I spend a good part of my day singing) or even sitting.

I'm not sure why I decided to write a journal entry, I think it's just because I noticed that it's been ages since my last.

That's all.

I've made alot of deviations lately and alot of them probably weren't worth posting I've just come out of this weird phase where I felt like I had to post a bunch of art. Eventually I plan to scrap 3 or 4 of the pieces I've posted recently, because I don't find them very nice (with certain ones in mind) I don't regret dooing them though, they helped me learn. I still plan to post art, but not as frequently. Thats all


Later,

I saw this, thought it was neat, but I didnt want to do it. BUT THEN :@ Blade went and tagged me, so now, as part of my code, Im forced to...

Ok, well here it goes...

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.


I Fear…

[] the dark [I like it! ]
[] staying single forever [that wont happen... P]
[x] being a parent [Im not very good with kids...]
[] giving birth [how hard can it be XD]
[] being myself in front of others [im myself infront of most others]
[] open spaces [i dont like them, but i dont fear them]
[] closed spaces [i dont like them, but i dont fear them]
[] heights [I love heights!]
[] dogs [oh i like dogs, i have many dog frends]
[] birds [I love birds, especially chickens and ostriches]
[] fish [i know somebody whos horrified of fish. its funny]
[] spiders [how can u be afraid of something so... beautiful?]
[] flowers or other plants [Um... no, those are my bestest of frends]
Total so far: 1

[] being touched [I used to HATE being touched, but no more]
[] fire [pretty things arnt scary!]
[] deep water [not really]
[] snakes [meh, theyr alrite]
[] silk [nooooooooooooot siiiiilk!!! -_- no...]
[] the ocean [nope!]
[] failure [I dont cosider it a fear... >_>]
[] success [sometimes but not really]
[] thunder/lightning [nope, it adds drama to your atmosphere and that can only be good]
[] frogs/toads [ oh no! watch out for the scary frog!!!]
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad [im single]
[] boyfriends/girlfriends mom [still single... ouch my self esteem]
[] rats [iv never seen one, but im sure their friendly]
[] jumping from high places [oh wut fun]
[] snow [watch out for that snow!]
Total so far: 1

[] rain [rain, rain, rain.. fun, fun,fun]
[] wind [thats wen kites fly... so no]
[] crossing hanging bridges [its a wonderful feeling, u should try it]
[x] death [mmmmh..... ya... i guess im not looking forward to dieing]
[] heaven [peace forever?! I find that kinda scary actually but at the risk of sounding evil, ill leave it unchecked... :3]
[] being robbed [not with a dog the size of a horse]
[x] falling [oh yes, i fear it everyday]
[] clowns [their so freaky looking that its funny... I like them]
[] dolls [again theyr creepy in a wonderful way!]
[] large crowds of people [i dont like big crowds... but im not scared of em]
[] men [oh how unfortunate it would be to have this fear]
[] women [and even more unfortunate to have this one]
[x] having great responsibilities [it makes me feel... responsible :S]
[] doctors, including dentists [meh, their alrite]
[] tornadoes [according to most movies and shows, u can survive tornadoes!]
Total so far: 3

[] hurricanes [we dont get those really]
[] incurable diseases [im not afraid of them, but nobody likes them]
[] sharks [shark means yes]
[] Friday the 13th [what a fun day]
[] ghosts [i love ghosts, their my frends...iv got alot of frends]
[] poverty [im too young to fear that, too young and beautiful ]
[] Halloween [oh halloweens fun]
[] school [no, but mr boyds prety scary
[] trains [theyr alrite]
[] odd numbers [i love odd]
[] even numbers [i love even]
[] being alone [im never alone]
[] becoming blind [half way there... its a personal prediction that ill become blind by some freak accident]
[x becoming deaf [oh that wouldnt be any good, no more ska...]
[] growing up [i used to be afraid, but im good now...]
Total so far: 5

[] creepy noises in the night [they make me feel like im in a scary movie, then i feel like a movie star. and thats a good feeling]
[] bee stings [no.]
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals [i havent got dreams.. how gloomy...]
[] needles [nope]
[] blood [again i used to hat it, but now im like completely tolerant of it]
[] dinosaurs [lol journey to the center of the earth]
[] the welcome mat [lol now I need one of those to scare away the oddballs that are afraid of them ]
[] high speed [(y)]
[] throwing up [I throw up pretty easly, its not even embarassing anymore]
[] falling in love [i wouldnt no something i havent experienced *sheds a dramatic tear*]
[] super secrets ["i love secrets. my familys got lots of them" ]
Total in Total: 5

Looks like iv got 5, so im fearless. But there were things that I AM afraid of that werent on that list... like ladybugs -_- Well anyways, my task is complete so im gonna go and not post art for awhile.

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet, current car):

Brandy Equinox

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME (fave ice cream flavor, favorite type of shoe):

Sherbert Fila ( ya, soo gangsta)

3. YOUR NATIVE AMERICAN NAME (favorite color, favorite animal):

Khaki Wolf

4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born):

Lewis Point-Claire (sounds better with a heavy french accent)

5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 of your first name):

Ger Ni (Don't reverse them like I didby accident :S)

6. SUPERHERO NAME (2nd favorite color, favorite drink):

Green Fanta (I got so addicted to fantas in RD)

7. NASCAR NAME (the first names of your grandfathers):

Paul Rudolf

8. STRIPPER NAME (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy):

Tag Twix (I suppose that works)

10. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME (your 5th grade teacher’s last name, a major city that starts with the same letter):

Drury Delaware (Its a state, I know...)

(Oh my what a name.)

11. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower):

Fall Lupin (What a horrible name... how about Lupin Fall)

12. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you’re wearing right now):

Pineapple Specs

13. HIPPIE NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree):

Oatmeal Palm

Semed to be the fad right now, I didn't wana be left out